I'mmmmmm alive and well.
woot.
Annnd, I think I'm getting my G1 tomorrow (aka today), but I'm not 100% sure. Dad said he would take me on Monday but then last minute tells me that he doesn't have time then so he may take me tomorrow. I'm not gonna hold my breath - I mean: the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, y'know. He may have forgotten or changed his mind again last minute. Lol, it's all good.
Anyyyyyyyyways, I'm all fine and welll because of the following wonderful men in my life:
Rupert Grint
I love you, marry me? Thanks for keeping my childhood with me all these years, I still remember falling in love with you when I was 11.
James McAvoy
You've officially sucked me in with your Scottish vaccuum of charm - totally just quoted that btw. Do me a favour and stop being so amazing, it's really a pain to watch movies with you in them now
Charlie Cox
Becuase of you, I ended up watching Stardust three times. In one night.
Three times ... uhm, consecutively.
Ben Barnes
The newest member to the Prevent-[me]-From Sleeping club is Benny Boy here. Why are you so beautiful Ben, why.
Birthday soon and it's funny because it hasn't really hit me yet. Like, I can't wrap my mind around the fact that it's been a year since I've a)had my last birthday b)been in high school (okay, so, it's been roughly a year since then). I'm still not sure if I've grown as a person and no, I dont' mean physically. I know that I've learned a whole cornucopia of personal lessons (EVEN STEVENS!) - ones that are now embedded deep within myself. I know that I've learned a whole lot about my friends; that is, I know who they are now.
Wow, 19. I've been alive for 19 years. And counting (by the will of God). I do feel blessed. I do.
I know that my blogs are all complaints and such - I must really sound ungrateful eh? But it's not all that you know. Those are just the most dominant thoughts when I blog LOL. It's not a crime to feel uncertain and to feel scared. Fear's no crime. It's not a sin to be uneasy, unsure and scared of what's to come. A friend of mine was dead on when he said that you just can't lose faith or hope. Sure, be a little scared - but don't lose hope. Don't lose your faith.
I don't ... I just misplace it sometimes! Haha.
But yeah. When I look back on this year it's like, wow, in such a short time, so much has changed. It's like, everything bad that could have happened, happened. Well, not everything - but definitely a whole lot of things. And it's not only in my little, small realm of a life - so much has changed and happened in the world. Deaths, Disasters, Destruction. Some say the world is coming to an end. Some say that it was because this year was a leap year. Who knows, all I know is that this year had loads of drama.
Loads more to say but it's 2:18 so I'mma hit the hayyyy.
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