stuff to happen but not like BAD stuff! that's so not fair!
i suppose beggars can't be choosers!
but like, it's so unfair. geez.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
This sucks.
Alrighty, I think it's time for me to get a few things off my chest.
I don't really know what exactly it is that I want to get off my chest, but ... I know I want to.
I'm tired. But this time, it's for all the wronf reasons. This time, I'm tired of being alone. As the song would say: "I'm so tired of being alone, I'm so tired of on my own ..."
I mean, it's starting to get a little worrysome. I'm ... worried. Worried that there's no one out there for me - no one who's even willing to look twice. I'm worried that I'll never find someone who will like me back.
I hate to admit it - but I've had some experience with "being the crush" and ... it wasn't exactly the most flattering of situations.
UGH. Life.
But yeah, that's me being the lame-o girl that I am. I can't help it though! I've gone three years without any real excitement in that area of my life.
HAHA - so, I'm watching this show right now called "Naturally Sadie" (it's midnight and it's the only thing on family channel) anyways, the main character Sadie Hawthorne is failing science. And she never fails science - science is her thing. She's like this really adorable nerd - always messing things up for herself because her mouth and head get in the way. ANYwho, so she's failing becuase she's like way in love with her science substitute. HAHA, it's hilarious 'cause I know exactly how she feels!
Oh gosh, basically all I need to do is stay focused on things like school and my volunteering ... UGH. Make it go away :'(!
I don't really know what exactly it is that I want to get off my chest, but ... I know I want to.
I'm tired. But this time, it's for all the wronf reasons. This time, I'm tired of being alone. As the song would say: "I'm so tired of being alone, I'm so tired of on my own ..."
I mean, it's starting to get a little worrysome. I'm ... worried. Worried that there's no one out there for me - no one who's even willing to look twice. I'm worried that I'll never find someone who will like me back.
I hate to admit it - but I've had some experience with "being the crush" and ... it wasn't exactly the most flattering of situations.
UGH. Life.
But yeah, that's me being the lame-o girl that I am. I can't help it though! I've gone three years without any real excitement in that area of my life.
HAHA - so, I'm watching this show right now called "Naturally Sadie" (it's midnight and it's the only thing on family channel) anyways, the main character Sadie Hawthorne is failing science. And she never fails science - science is her thing. She's like this really adorable nerd - always messing things up for herself because her mouth and head get in the way. ANYwho, so she's failing becuase she's like way in love with her science substitute. HAHA, it's hilarious 'cause I know exactly how she feels!
Oh gosh, basically all I need to do is stay focused on things like school and my volunteering ... UGH. Make it go away :'(!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
between the eyes ...
This is interesting. School is starting to actually feel like school now. I'm still waiting for that sense of "grown-up"ness that I think I should finally be feeling, but it's not here yet.
It's like ... "Hi, you're in University" BAM between the eyes.
Anyways, what's new? Nothing really. It's the same old, same old. But I honestly think that if it were any other way, I'd be ridiculously uncomfortable. And that's not cool man.
So yeah, that's all I've got to say for now ... let's see if things become more interesting? Perrrhaps?!
Pleeease ... lol.
It's like ... "Hi, you're in University" BAM between the eyes.
Anyways, what's new? Nothing really. It's the same old, same old. But I honestly think that if it were any other way, I'd be ridiculously uncomfortable. And that's not cool man.
So yeah, that's all I've got to say for now ... let's see if things become more interesting? Perrrhaps?!
Pleeease ... lol.
