a quickie.

Here's an update for ya. What is with me and not being able to say no to my manager at work?
So far I've worked, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday and I will be working Tomorrow, Wednesday AND Thursday. For those of you who aren't understanding: That's a flipping 7 day week.

GAH.

Too bad for nita, I'm booking off that thursday cuz I have to go to my little sis's Spring Concert - whoop-de-doo.
lol.

Anywayys, what have I even been up to? My days have kinda become meshed together in my head where I can't remember what kinds of things I've even done. Sometimes I forget things like if I even went to work that day or something. Should I be concerened about that - that's my question.

On Saturday after work N and J(S) picked me up from work and we watched Narnia 2: Prince Caspian.

You guessed it, I fell in love. All over again with Peter and Edmund (Edmund's growing up quite nicely), but also Caspian, aka, Ben Barns (I think -- ouuu, totally gotta obsess over him when I have the time ...). Anyways, watching movies just make me really depressed (not really) cuz I wish I could be in movies. I mean, how hard could it really be ... lol. Seriously.
Bah, okay, enough about that.

Hmmm ... what else did I do? Spent time with the familia again, like I always do. I realize I'm always with the familia - and I don't spend as much time with my friends as I'd like to. I think part of it is cuz I see my cousins and stuff so spontaneously most of the time. Like, we'll go there for dinner at 9:30PM - right after I finish my shift or something. I don't know if I could do that to my friends. That would make me feel uncomfortable lol; like, I'm invading their chill time at home or something. Like I'm a disturbance of the peace or something.

Sis was sick this weekend, she developed flu-like symptoms around Friday and has had the sniffles and headaches. Haha, I said flu-like symptoms, dont' know why, but that's funny.

Uhm ... what else? Got a random call from AJ today. Don't really know that kid but he's nice and I remember telling him we'd chill once I'm done school. I actually said that to another guy too ...
Why'd I do that ... I don't even know them. LOL.

Omga - you know when guys say that? Like they'll ask a girl to go out (someone they just met) and the girl will say, "Uhm, I don't know, I dont' really know you ..." The guy will respond with, "Well, that's the point. Let's get to know each other *;)*"
Yeah - CREEPS.

Mind you, that's only creepy in real-life. In movies and stuff I know I'd be like, "Awwwwwww. I wish someone would be that cute with me! *sigh*"

Me, the hypocrite.

*EPIPHANY
... I think I know why I don't have a love life. Dude I'm like way too hesitant, scared, shy, afraid.

LOL.

Well, if I were to just look at myself as an outside observer, I think it's cuz I've conditioned myself to separate fantasy from reality. Like, really separate it. And expect that things in life aren't always going to turn out the way I want them to, so it's time to just expect nothing more than what I've already experienced? Dunno ...

But then I guess I forget that fairy tales and movies and stuff are the products of someone's imagination, even personal experiences.
That's what people shoud'nt forget I guess. Fairly tales and movies like that exist because someone wrote them ... someone either based these stories/books/movies on past events or even real-life occurances.

Sigh (happy sigh). Still waiting for my one day. I'm psyched for it. LOL.

So yeah. Work, Family, (some)Friends, (some)Sleep, andddd ... blogging. Prettttty much all that has happened to me in the past week. On the upside, I'm making money and today I got paid time and a half. So ... woot.


Anyways, random quote of they day is:

Duct tape is like the force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together....
Carl Zwanzig

Uhm ... Righhhht.