sometimes ...

... people act like they don't care about all the emotional palooza - but in reality, they really do care.

sometimes people put up that front becuase they're afraid of what his/her's "special" someone might think. i mean, ever heard of FWB? Friends With Benefits.

what if the whole friends with benefits thing becomes so much more. feelings start getting involved and it sucks major. but there's nothing one can do about it. because feelings are the hardest things to control.

but like ... why are they so hard to control? what exatly is it that makes emotions so un-tangible. you can't rid it - only mask it. and sometimes, masking it hurts far more. it's all a front. and it's so hard sometimes ... especially when all you want is for there to not be anything more than having a good time.

but then the 'something more' eats you up.

yep, sucks. but i mean, this is from a totally outside point of view ...