here it is ...

... the product of boredom. of complete and utter boredom.
well, that and the result of a teenage girl having just read two romance novels in the span of a week.
thanks Nads.
i love them. very thoughtful Christmas presents - two novels. AND they were amazing. every word, every sentence, every paragraph.
they completely engulfed me in their pages. i was hooked. i need some more books to get lost in - you know why? cuz they are amazing and i had forgotten how much i loved reading.
throughout the semester, i've had my fair share of readings to do - but none of them were for ME. and i used to love reading. but not last semester. it was such a chore and, let's face it, when you're not in the mood, you just can't do it.

anyways, the books - you may ask what they were about. well the typical romance novels i suppose ... well, no, not really.
they had passion and love and wit and humour - but they also had a little paranormal twist to it. i know, it was just delightful lol.
novel one: Make Me a Match.
real good. i liked it. (*spoilers here ...*) it was about a girl who had the most perfectly dull life. she was however, succussful. but this was a novel that proved the age old warning - money can't buy you happiness. and it was true in this case. Cecelia Burns was the character's name. she lived what she thought was a nice dull life. but this was becuase she was hiding from the past of her life. see, she's part gypsy. this exotic part to her was now surpressed - but it wasn't always like this. anywyas, basically, she has no powers but her younger sister does. Amy. she's eccentric and is neighbourhood shit disturber lol. but, i mean, she's never wrong about her shit disturbances. see, she can hear the name of a person's One True Love. yeah i know. see, these novels get me thinking about MY One True Love. one of these days ... =)
anyways basically Amy comes to her and tells her that she needs to stop her current engagement beucase it's not her one true love. and Cecelia doens't want to know, but Amy tells her anyways. and tells her that he's dying. so, basically, she doesn't want to get involved but she does. and there are trials (durr) but yep - a good, funny, read.
Sexiest Man Alive (second gift from Nads - love her!) was a follow up on the youngest of the three sisters, yes, there are three. her name was Jasmine and yep, she falls in love with a movie star named Josh Toby who may or may not be her One True Love as Destined by Fate.

i hate these novels, but i love them at the same time.

anyways, so i'm off of school and it's amazing. i have so much time to kill. yet i follow the same route every day - i wake up, eat, lounge around, and then wait for something to happen.
and if i'm not doing that - i'm at work.

but aside from that, i read and i listen to music and i write.
oh, writing. i miss it SO much.
i dont know why i ever stopped. it's kinda ridik actually. but like, i can't sit down anymore and just write. i dont know what it is - it's like i have random bouts of ADD. so bad. lol.

so i decide to go to my blog and see what's up in this world of my thoughts. they're here, i know it. anticipating release ... but there hasn't been that trigger. i need a trigger - like a goal. i had my goal last year with my writing assignments but not this time. i need a GOAL ...

glad i cleared that up with myself.