ramblings.

Had another dream with Wilson and friggin D. R. again. What are the odds of that, I'm being serious.
It's really weird. Like ... WWHY?
I can't even remember what happened ... all I remember was that Wilson was something of a jerk in it and D. R. was in the school office getting in trouble. When I went to look for him though, he was gone ...
Maybe M. D. was right, maybe that one person for me will be someone from my past? I mean I've seriously tried to erase the guys from my past from my memory -- from my thoughts and EVERYTHING. But I have apparently failed miserably.
I fail miserably at a lot of things to be honest.
I'm glad that my best friend is even talking to me after what I did but there's nothing I can do to erase it now right ... only hope and pray that I'll be able to stop being haunted over what I did, as my family and I have much bigger fish to fry than my own personal problems.

I've an exam tonight at 7 and then I'm not sure if there's going to be some celebrating afterwards, I'd like to think there will be. But I'm not even of age yet so that might be a problem...
As for what I'm going to be doing for the rest of the summer ... work? And maybe find another decent job. I wanted to join the YMCA, but like, I have no money lol. SOOO yeah there's that. I want to joinnn. I desperately need a workout. DESPERATELY. And running errands and going for walks is just not doing anything for me.

Off to study.
payce yo.