my new love?

A scottish actor named James McAvoy.

He's a real talent and I didn't really notice his looks until I saw his movies and fell into this deep, passionate, raw, love for him.

Alas, he's married. I think he's been married for a little while now -- 2 years? I'm not 100% sure but still, I reckon it's going to last. I mean, so many Hollywood stars have been married but never really held onto whoever it was they were married to, for whatever reason. I hate that, becuase divorce is one of the only things that scares me. Divorce and pain.

So yeah, McAvoy, scrumptious I'd say.
He's got this almost average Joe look going on but I love it. He has gorgeous eyes, toned boddddy, amazingly skilled as an actor if I do say so myself plus he doesn't look like he tries at all.

If there's a guy who doesn't care so much about his looks but still happens to look amazing -- almost shy and rugged ... my heart will skip a beat. I cannot get enough of his movies, for the past week I've been watching them and I realized how much of a sad person I actually am.

I also realized that I've only fallen hard for one other actor this way, this bad. And it he was Orlando Bloom. And I saw him at Much Music a few summer's ago when his movie Elizabethtown first came out. Anyways, needless to say, I never really scream for actors ... and well ... I screamed for that one. I mean that was more his looks than his acting capability.

But gosh-dangit ... it would be so coool to just meet McAvoy and tell him he's legitimately good at what he does. LOL.

Absolutely ADORE him.