sickness as Karma?

so, i was just sick for about a week.

i don't remember the last time that i was that sick, i mean it must have been when i was like ... in middle schoool. that's well over 5 years ago.

and it wasnt' even that i had anything that bad. i didn't have the flu as far as i'm concerned.

i suppose i just had a really bad cough/fever/chills.

OR, it was my Karma.

yeah, that was my wonderful thoery. that it was Karma for having gotten so unbelievably smashed at my friend's birthday party. amazing because it was the first time i'd ever thrown up from drinking. HAHA. amazing. marky was taking care of me and apparently whilst mid-puke, i would say (from time to time) "omg marky look i'm puking, this is so cool!"

needless to say, i got home at 230 prob. almost 3 that night and the 'rents have no idea cuz they were gone. i think they came home at like 5 that night and i was still awake (ever find that you have all this random excess energy after consuming large amounts of alchy?).

the next morning i had a MADDDD sore throat. i thought it was just becuase i was dehydrated. i mean, in the middle of the night i remember i wanted to drink water but i didn't have it in me to get up and i had to pee SO bad, but i didn't have it in me to get up for that too. so i just turned over on my back and willed the pressure on my bladder to go away. that morning was hell. i got up at 11AM becuase i had a formal birthday dinner to go to. and it was just not good news.

hungover and showing the beginnings of what would become my week of sickness, i went out in the cold and travelled to Scarborough.

geez man. i'm such a total moron sometimes. and the dress that i was wearing was so thin it was ridic. but i HAD to wear something white! and i had nothing else. so whatever.

anyways, the lying and drinking was bad. but this past year ... i have done stupid things and i've lied. A Lot. i once even talked to my parent's whilst drunk off my ass. they picked me up from my friends bday not realizing that i was supposed to sleep over there. i mean, they have had so much patience for me and i'm such a little shit :! bad me. baaad me.


therefore, i think that getting sick was my Karma. slightly but still mightly. (wait, wtf ... haha?)