Monday, August 13, 2007

These lyrics bring to mind ...

(8) I've always been a dreamer ... had my head above the clouds ...

I don't know what's wrong with me. Physically, I'm fine. But ... mentally? That's where I think there may be a little something that's not right. Too much of the time -I've got my head up where it shouldn't be. In the clouds. All up in there ... you know, in the dampness and below zero atmospheric whateverness.

I thought that that would all be over once *he* was out of the way. I mean he's very OUT of the way. In fact, he was never even technically in the way to begin with.
I suppose now that summer's coming to a close I'm just freaking out becuase ... everyone's coming back, I'm heading to Uni, and for the first time in my life, I'm terrified of school.

(8) Don't you wish you were dead like me?

Nope. But ... sometimes, I wish i was confined to a hospital bed so that I wouldn't have to deal with life. I mean, it's one of the more shitier things that could cross one's mind, but there it is. Crosses my mind again and again. The thing is, I think that those who get sick like that - well, they have something to live for - something to keep them going. Thus, they fight for their lives.
If I was put there, I'm not too sure I'd fight ...

Interesting eh ...

(8) It's my heart you're stealing, It's my heart you take, It's my heart you're dealing with ... It's my heart you break ...

So like, when someone "takes" your heart - it's just the shittiest thing. 'Cuz you don't got yourself no control over it. That is, it's not up to you who it is that you fall for. It could be the most RANDOM person in the entire UNIVERSE that you fall head over heels for - but you can't do ANYTHING about it. The one thing that is stubborn and thinks it can never be fooled?

Your heart.