today was interesting. it was the first official day of school so we had full rotation and everything. ewww i have the worst classes. i have no on in any of my classes to just enjoy my timw with and its killing me this very day. ew. to make matters worse i also saw zale a couple times today. is it such a crime that i feel like throwing an anvil on him everytime i see him? i hope not cause a lot of conflict about that is going on in my head right now.
everyones changed at school. i mean no one seems to be the same as they used to be last year. my vocal class isn't the same either. there aren't that many people in the class.
i don't know what to say except i'm scared. i'm scared because this year reallly reallly counts. and from now on i have to know what i want and how i want to get it. i hate this. i hate that highschool is complicating my life. oh god help me.