dear you;

i hate you so much. i hate the way you smile and i hate it when i hear your voice. i hate it when i see you walking in the hall with your oversized backpack with the little green waterbottle attached to one of the zippers lol. i hate how we got close at the end of the year and you added me on msn and you talked to me and said all those unbelieveably sweet things. the way you said the things you said led me to believe that you could possibly think of me in a differnt way. then you stopped speaking to me? wtf. i hate you. i hate everything about you from your smarts to the fact that you have "krusty the clown" hair. and i hate your smile. the fact that you're such a damn charmer. i hate you for that. but in the great wrods of "10 things i hate about you";
i hate the way i don't hate you, not even a little bit, not even at all.