Alright, so, TOTALLY not the post I wanted to start my updates with, but whatever!
There has been muchoooo things to talk about.
And I'm burstinggggggggggggggggg.

TWILIGHT:
Holy frreakin' crap. GAH.
this is the best thing to happen to me since Harry Potter. I mean I'm totally spitting words in my brain right now and can't coherently convey to you what I mean when I say that this series by Stephanie Meyer is amazing and that I'm obsessed, as in, OBSESSED with the series.
Obsessed.
There are currently three books in print - Twilight (eeee!), New Moon (eeeeeee!!) and Eclipse (gahhhhh! I havne't read this one yet!). The fourth one is coming out August 2 and the MOVIE, Twilight, is coming out in December. Midnight Showing? Hella YES.
Honestly, the hype surrounding this series is insane. A lot of the Harry Potter readers got into it and I'm only sorry that I hadn't heard about it 'til a few weeks ago. It's okay guys, I think it's safe to say I caught on really well. I mean, Two books in a wee and a half - and they're not short books okay.
So yeah, theres that.

So You Think You Can Dance:
Uhm Katee and Joshua.
WOW.
Their routine tonight was amazing and I'm not just being biased because iLove the song No Air - the routine made me want to cry - because there was so much conviction and emotion between the pair of them. But I didn't cry - I didnt want to miss a second of the dance durrr!

Life:
Haha, funny I should mention it.

For the past month and a bit, I had been complaining about the certain abuse I personally felt that I was facing by my manager. She scheduled me like a donkey at work - working 6 consecutive days more often than I should have and feeling like I was caught in the middle of petty disputes going on between my co-workers and the boss.

But then I look at the schedule for next week and I see that I'm only working on the weekend.
My hours have been CUT pretty much DRAMATICALLY.

I guess you gots to be careful what you wish for but hey now, that's ridonkulous. Ridonk.
What do I do now? I'm going to have like no money! Oh boy, I do need to talk to her straight away.

Singleness is still the tune I'm singing. But it's okay. I'm pretty content.
Although I'm still hung up on the worry that I shoudl'nt be hung up on, it's okay. I know its normal ... right.

I actually think that for a week or so I tricked myself and made myself believe that I liked one of my co-workers.

Well, I don't. On the one hand there are times when we have really good conversations. Things flow and it all fits you know. Topics of conversation never drag on into uncomfortable and awkward silences and things are good. We laugh, we joke, we chill. But then there are other times where we don't acknowledge each other at all. It's just a "Sup" and then a "Later" as I leave. Kind of funny lol. Whatever, I'll laugh.

All this romance and relationship stuff is just too alien for me to even begin to try to establish for myself. I'm leaving it up to someone now lol, I am just not capable enough.

An's leaving on Sunday and I'm majorly bummed. Of all the time that I'm not scheduled for a week - An's leaving THIS Sunday. I'm thinking that Friday dinner will be the farewell-for-now dinner and that it will be oh so yummy.

To Perform Again:
I agreed to help out an old friend of mine, Andrew, out with his Repertoire assignment. He and his parter Megan were to perform at a grade school, video tape it, and hand it in by the end of the day.

We ended up at a school called North Kipling - pretty far and alien to me but it's okay, we managed the mission.

We performed songs from High School Musical 1 and 2, and I had to do this a capella Hannah Montana song - which I wanted to commit suicide during.

It was nerve wracking performing again, even though it was only for kindergarten - grade 2 and one grade 6 class.

Their reaction though got better as the time trudged on by. Ugh, I'm waiting on the footage, I can't even think about yesterday's performance anymore without being thrown into bouts of helplessness.

Oh Andrew. Honestly, my relationship (using the term lightly here) is really strange. There is still no real closure, well for me at least.

I wish that I could trust him, because then - there wouldn't be a question and I would choose to go for another try. But I don't trust him.

TTFN:
That's all for now, I'm WIPED.